Ready for Christmas!

Somehow...perhaps, through fate alone, I am pretty much ready for Christmas.  Like last year, I did almost all the shopping.  Melissa was feeling ill, so she did not go out shopping.  Nope...I did it all again.  Melissa has not felt well in months.  Dr's will not call me back and, frankly, I am pissed about it.  All her Dr's seem willing to attempt anything to cure her cancer, but then leave her helpless with the many things left ailing her, like circulation issues, lack of motivation/energy, and this stomach issue.

So, if anyone was wondering, yeah, I still want my damn wife back for Christmas.